Do you ever get the feeling that you're not where you're meant to be?
And I don't mean like when you're sitting on the bus thinking you're on your way to Parramatta, only to discover you're actually on your way to Hurstville.
I mean like you're going along, living your life, happily enough, then all of a sudden it's just not working for you anymore. Well thats happened to me. We moved here 18 years ago and got caught up with work and raising kids and then starting a business and everything was good. But now it's not. It's as if I've finished with this place. There's nothing here for me anymore. I'M OVER IT.
I think it's because Kimba and Lloyd are ready to move on and Lizzie only has a couple of years school left. And when she's finished it seems as if this place will have done it's job. Once she's finished and moved on, the chapter on this era will be finished. And it's not like I'll look back and think – god I hated living there. It's just done what it was meant to do. We'll be moving on.
I get happy butterflies in my tummy when I think about it. And I know two years seems like a long time, but time always flies by when you have something to look forward to.